A SlapHappy Teen

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 08:57:52 GMT

I just watched my friend's wedding online.

What is the world coming to?

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 02:21:09 GMT

Suck It.

Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind.

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 18:55:20 GMT

So yeah, School starts tomorrow. I'm not looing foward to it especially. But whatev.

I still have a lot of online school work to do.

I had to write a children's book last night for my fitness lifestyle design class. I don't know how I got full points on it, but I decided that I should share it with everyone, because it's that crappy. It had to meet all this criteria on an essential nutrient in the body. I think it's funny.

Here's the first page, the rest are under the cut:

And yes, my book is about a talking banana. :)

Kay bye ya'll

Will I lose my dignity?

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 08:41:40 GMT

So howabout I'm defintely over being excited about school starting.

My guidance counselor is still giving me crap and stuff. And I hate the awkward first week of school. And how you never know who you're going to sit with at lunch on the first day. Ugh.

And tommorow I have to go talk to my stuuupid guidance counselor again. She is so ignorant I swear. Right now I feel like i want to smack her upside the head with a brick or two.

I dunno, I guess school will be better once I go.

Ohh, and Master Cuts isn't hiring. I think NO ONE is hiring. -_-. My friend told me to hit Starbucks up again cause she just got hired. I might do that.

Ugh and dentist again tomorrow. It won't be bad or anything, I just don't like going. period.

I'm in a bad mood. I guess cause it's so freakin late. I should go to bed.

k night.

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 16:23:26 GMT

I just had a dream that there were like, 5 HOTT guys making out and a bunch of my friends were in their house.

The weird thing is my friend and I tried to get them to like us by cleaning their kitchen.

I love awkward dreams.

<3

What will happen to a face in the crowd when it finally gets too crowded?

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 03:51:28 GMT

I have an toothache and an earache. I'm going to the dentist tomorrow for a root canal...again. I'm excited, eh?

But before I go to the dentist, my mom and I are going clothes shopping, so that makes me happy.

AND I'm taking my driving test on thursday. Hopefully I'll pass. I think I will...hopefully lol.

well that's it. Short and sweet.

Peace.

Lady sing the blues so well, as if she mean it...

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 16:58:12 GMT

Well, I'm alive. I had the colonoscopy. Woohoo. They said they didn't find anything major, but I'll get the results back in a week.

woohoo.

omg and I bought The Sims 2. I think I have found true love haha. It rocks like WOAH.

Peace I'm out.

I'm WICKED through and through...

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 22:44:45 GMT

Dear LiveJournal,

Sorry I never update. The only reason that sparked my interest for an update was cause I was in a horrid mood. It's kinda passed. I think I'm half happy, half hopeless feeling. School is stressing me out. Friends are stressing me out. My health is stressing me out. My family is stressing me out. Everything just keeps piling up and it's getting annoying. I get my colonoscopy(ugh) monday, so I have to start the shitty medicine tomorrow. fun fun. I think I'll be happy once it's over cause hopefully they'll find out what's wrong with me. If they don't find anything I'm going to be really aggrivated. Well I need to do some more math so I guess I'm out.

Word to your mother
Scott

P.S. I'm in a better mood. I'm just le tired.

Wed, 17 May 2006 01:17:54 GMT

Take a look at your LJ friends list, then list up to ten things you want to say to ten different LJ friends.
DO NOT state who these people are.
DO NOT confirm nor deny any "comment speculation".
Then tag five people.

1. I don't know why you're still on my friends list. You're an asshole and I can honestly say I don't like you anymore.

2. I get jealous of you. I don't know why.

3. I never really thought you were attractive. :\

4. I miss the good ole' days with you. We never see eachother any more and it really makes me sad.

5. I'd probably let you take me whenever you wanted.

6. I wish I was as smart as you sometimes.

7. I always dreaded hanging out with you. I don't know why it was so unbearable. You're a cool kid.

8. Thank you for being there, especially now.

9. I talked about you behind your back once. I feel bad about it, but it's funny and it's true.

10. I'm still intimidated by you because you're so goddamn beautiful.

hmm who should I tag.

lintetalath, shownemotion, crispypoohs, polaris07, manthapoo

BOOOREDXxXx

Mon, 08 May 2006 03:25:15 GMT

1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours

Ooh la la la la la life is wonderful.

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 03:54:16 GMT

OMFG

I'm updating.

I neglect this journal to the extreme.

It's ok, no one ever comments so Mr. Livejournal doesn't care anywayz.

School is rather strenuous. I don't know what got into me, wanting to take AP and stuff. I think if I really try this year I can make it, but it's going to take a hell of a lot.
Maybe I need this to prove to myself that I can make it if I try.

I need to cut back my hours at work. I just don't have enough time to breath. Or do homework.

Well updating time is over.

I'm out...

Amber is the color of your energy.

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 02:47:05 GMT

HARRY POTTER MADNESS

Word. Check it out.

I'm out.

When you say you love me, In that moment I know why I'm alive...

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 05:44:29 GMT

UPDATE ALERT! UPDATE ALERT!

Just kidding, but it is a very rare occasion that I'm updating.

Ok, first off, why didn't anyone tell me that Kristen Chenoweth was in Bewitched? It nearly gave me a heart attack when I saw her. I was SO not expecting it. But wow, I enjoyed it thoroughly. :-D

I opened a saving's account today. I'm excited. And I'm doing this thing where 40 bucks out of my paycheck every week goes straight to my savings. This makes me happy also. WOOT

I'm excited about the Harry Potter party at Books-A-Million Friday night. I'm dying my hair black again wednesday, so I'll fit in perfectly. I'm gonna wear my HP shirt and tie, and I'm bringing my ghetto, plastic, light-up wand with me too. :-D I want to find fake black emo glasses cause that would just be hott. I don't want the round ones cause I'll just look stupid. haha.

I've been getting more hours at work. Yay! And I've been cashiering more, which I love. It actually makes me happy when i'm cashiering, it's something I don't mind doing, and I get payed for it, so it works out quite nicely.

Well I think I'm all updated-out

I'm out...

Why does my heart cry?

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 05:10:31 GMT

I never really know what to update about anymore.

It all just seems so pointless.

But this thing should be fun so I'll give it a try.

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what reminds me of you. (animal, mineral, kitchen appliance, etc...)
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
07. Put this in your journal.

There's a song that's inside of my soul...

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 05:02:11 GMT

[x] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I've run away from home
[x] Kissed a member of the same sex
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I paid for a cell phone ringtone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I cook well.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[ ] I am in love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[x] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[x] I've gotten lost in my own city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[ ] I had a serious Surgery.
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[ ] Swore at your parents
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] Been to a casino
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Broken a bone
[x] Cried to a friend
[x] Skipped school
[x] Flashed someone
[ ] Saw a therapist
[ ] Done a split
[x] Played spin the bottle
[ ] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired
[x] Stole something from your job
[ ] Been set up by a friend on a date
[x] Lied to a friend
[x] Had a crush on a teacher
[ ] Celebrated mardi gras in New Orleans
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Slept with a co-worker
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[x] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Driven in a car for over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been to Canada
[ ] Been to Mexico
[ ] Been on a plane
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[ ] Eaten Sushi
[ ] Been snowboarding
[ ] Been Skiing
[x] Lost a child
[x] Gone to college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[ ] Had someone cheat on you
[x] Miss someone right now

Now I'm starting to see, maybe it's got nothing to do with me...

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 02:58:37 GMT

I got two new epipens today.

Six Flags here I come.

:-P

It was then that I realized, that forever was in your eyes, the moment I saw you cry...

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 06:38:29 GMT

Time now: 2:07 a.m.

1. Do you shave? yess'm

2. What do you shave? my face

3. Why? Because hair grows there and my job makes me??

4. What color is your razor? Black and red. Rawr.

5. What size is your bed? small HAHA

6. Do you like it? Nope, it's a freaking mattress from a futon on the floor. It blows, and not in a good way.

7. You’re going on a date for a walk around the lake then a coffee at a cafe. What do you wear FROM your closet? A black band shirt, and jeans.

8. Would you go naked in a bathtub with a naked old man/woman with each of you having a bar of soap and soap each other till the bars of soap run out for a million dollars? heck yes. A million dollars is a lot. I'd just soap their shoulder forever haha. I ain't going down below.

9. If you woke up one morning and found out you were going to stay in the body you have now for the rest of your life, what would you think? I would cry.

10. Letter or e-mail? Letter.

11. If world war III broke out, what would you say? I told you so.

12. Buttons or boxes? buttons are cute I guess.

13. Which 5 people are you open with the most? Hm, that's a tough one. Sarah N., Lauren H., Chelsea C., Dexter C., and Brenna M.

14. What’s something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you off? Hah No clue.

15. What's something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you on? Um, if they're fit, something tight? This survey is retarded.

16. What do you think of soul mates? I think everyone fits together with someone else out there, like a puzzle piece. They coexist perfectly with eachother.

17. Florida or California? I haven't been to CA so I couldn't decide. But CA sounds more fun.

18. Is the world screwed? Mmmhmm. The sun is gonna blow up. haha.

19. Is cussing a necessity in life? When your mad it relieves lots of stress.

20. What’s an object you can't live without? Money. It's true yo. But I'd have to say my epipen cause I could die without it. :-P

21. Can you live without the microwave? yeah, I can learn how to boil things on the stove or something.

22. You have this uh, erotic dream about your friend of the opposite sex. How do you act and feel around that friend the next day? I wouldn't care because it's a girl and yeah, it's just a girl. If it was a guy though I'd probably giggle or act awkward.

23. Would you rather be rich with 15 spoiled brats or just barely making it with a dog? Dog.

24. How's your schoolwork for you right now? It's summertime, but my summer reading is coming along quite nicely.

25. What’s something someone's done to make you hold a grudge against them? No need to go there.

26. Favorite weather- Rain. Or a thunderstorm. I just like rain.

27. What's one look trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? Primarily their face. Eyes, hair, lips, facial figure. Just about everything.

28. What’s one personality trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? they have to be able to make me laugh one minute and then make me feel loved the next, flexibility in other words.

29. Do you know what 143 means? Nope. I'm in the dark.

30. Whose phone number are you hoping to get? A phone number is just a phone number. I have all the numbers I want.

31. Describe melancholy: I think it means if you're sad and down. :(

32. Describe mellow- A state of just being. Nothing is of major importance to you and you can just relax.

33. Do you believe in ghosts? I don't know

34. What time did you sleep last night? I fell asleep at about 3

35. Which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now? Dexter

36. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? No

37. Would you rather be married in Venice, Italy, or Honolulu, Hawaii? Venice sounds nicer.

38. Would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life? both are major carbs, but I like pasta.

39. (Guys) how would you feel if you gave a girl a flower? Well I'll pretend that says give a guy a flower. I would probably like them, cause I'm giving them a flower. Duh.
(Girls) how would you feel if you got a flower from a guy? I would melt.

40. Do you want to drop school? Nope.

41. What do you think of the fraise, "no pain, no gain”? I believe in it, but it doesn't apply to everything.

42. What do you think of the quote "eyes are the passageways into the soul"? I like it.

43. What do you think of sleep? It's a necessity and I want some right now.

44. If you had the chance to slow down your growth now and live to 500 years but it's like a 50 year old body by then, would you go for it? Nope. It's a hard life to live, and a very painful one at that.

45. At one point in a girl/guy friendship one them will like each other even if it's only for a little bit. True or false? i think so. Unless they're both gay HAHA.

46. Are you a procrastinator? Yes.

47. Waffles or pancakes? They're both awesomely, but waffles would win in my book.

48. How's your cereal in your bowl? I don't eat cereal.

49. What’s an annoying trait about you? I constantly chew on stuff.

50. Football or rugby? I could care less.

51. Hat or visor? Yet again, I don't care.

52. Ice skating or rollerblading? I like both, but rollerblading is easier to me, but ice skating is cool too.

53. (Guys) your gf has long beautiful hair which you love, she comes to school the next day with a short crop cut. What do you HONESTLY think? I would think to myself why the fuck am I going out with a girl.

(Girls) your bf has hair you love. He comes to school the next day with a shiny head. What do you HONESTLY think? If I really loved him it wouldn't matter. If it made me not like him, I'd know he's not the one for me.

54. Pizza or burgers? burgers

55. What color is your jacket? I have a black one, a jean one, a light and dark blue one, and another black one.

56. What’s something you ALWAYS have on you? underwear?? Wait, I don't shower with my underwear on. I don't know.

57. What do you think of guys with nail polishes? Hah I think it's kinda cute sometimes.

58. Do you stay in bed thinking or do you fall asleep in 5 seconds? I think for a damn long time.

59. Would you rather go to a boarding school, private school, or an all girls or guys school? boarding school. It would teach me how to be less dependant?

60. There's a high school that'll be on a cruise ship and you have the opportunity to go. It’s your last year at school. Would you go? No.

61. Who do you want to take with you to the prom? No clue.

62. Your bf/gf gets drunk at a party. In their state of drunkenness, they babble about that one time they fooled around with someone else while you were together. They wake up the next morning with a slight memory that did something stupid. What do you do? I would tell him what he told me. And we'd work through it.

63. Is cyber sex considered cheating? yes

64. How do you react to change? Oh lord, it really depends.

65. Are you happy? Honestly no.

66. Favorite berries? I don't know.

67. What's one facial feature you'd like to change about yourself? Acne.

68. Do you take a shower after a bath? I dno't take bath's.

69. What’s color’s your towel? We have a white one in the bathroom with a rose on it.

70. What do you think of knuckle cracking? It's one of my habits.

71. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? Not saying.

72. Chalk or crayons? chalk

73. How’s you happiness level right now? Low

74. Coffee, tea, or me? Me? I would pick...tea. Or cold coffee.

75. Wouldn’t you just love to hug someone right now? Yes. The one person I want to hug has no idea that I want a hug from them. They wouldn't give me one if I asked for it.

76. Who was the last person who complimented you? George.

77. What’s wrong with your school? Nothing major that I know of. Other than freaking discrimination.

78. Do you know what an aphrodisiac is? Mhmmm.

79. Who do you wish you could kiss? Dexter.

80. Movies at home or in a theater? Home.

81. Do you want to live in a castle? Sure

82. Isn't gondola a cool word? I sure like it.

83. What coat do you wear in the winter? I don't know.

84. What is one thing about the opposite sex that you don't get? How people can be so blind.

85. If you could have any other name in the world what would it be? Jake

86. Who was better in rush hour/rush hour 2? I ahve no fucking clue.

87. If someone said you were hot, what would you think? They're lying.

88. You go to your bf/gf's house for the first time and in his/her room, and everywhere is... you. What do you think? I'd be scared by the commitment.

89. What happens when you hear the word Christmas? I think of being let down.

90. Does being a psycho sound appealing? nope.

91. What food brings back good memories? The smell of linen?

92. Do you talk to yourself? At work I do. Sometimes around the house I do.

93. Sun or moon? Moon

94. What did you do last night? Played video games, got online for awhile, and took a nap.

95. What's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opposite sex? Thrift shopping day with Sarah was splendid.

96. Would you rather go ballroom dancing or square dancing? Ballroom

97. Do you think you can afford to lose weight? Lord yes, and I'm trying. Well kinda.

98. If you could dye your hair any color, what would you dye it? Black, and I did it like a week ago, but it kinda just...went away.

99. What's the nicest thing any one has ever told you? can't remember

100. How was this survey? Stupid.

Time finished: 2:37 A.M.

Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away...

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 05:27:10 GMT

Well, tonight was fun.

Except minus the fun.

I went to the ER again cause I had a stupid allergic reaction to something in chicken again. It was so stupid, cause I got there, and waited in the waiting room, getting ready to pass out, then they call me up and tell me to go across the building to "Primary Care" where I waited for like another hour. Then I finally got in, and by that tiem I was feeling fine. So they just looked at me, and told me to take some benadryl and go home. I was kinda pissed off. :\

P.S. Christina, I only had one epipen, and since I used it I'm all out. If I can't get another one before Thursday, I can't go to Six Flags. Major :(

Well I'm out...

Are you human, or did you make it up?

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 04:11:26 GMT

Well, I figured it's time for an update since I haven't in like...forever.

Nothing much is new, I died my hair black, but it practically still looks the same because my hair is so dark anywayz.

WOOT for Six fLags next week. I'm excited, are you??

I've been working a lot, but the whole plan of me saving money is kinda shot cause what I save goes to my cell. WOOHOO no car for me till after high school. Joy Joy.

Well, nothing else has happened, other than I've been in a video game mood for about 2 weeks now. I think it's gonna last all summer.

I'm out...

And maybe tonight we'll fly so far away...

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 19:01:28 GMT

I realized that I sleep a lot. But the bad thing is that if I ever sleep in I wake up with a headache. :(

I got a new haircut!!

I don't know why, but My Chemical Romance has really been growing on me.

Well I'm finally getting trained to be a cashier tomorrow. and after that I'm going to see Chelsea in Roberta. I hear Saturday's showing she gets to do more than she usually does. I'm excited.

Then I have work Sunday again, and then Wednesday I get to close as a bagboy, which makes me sad but I'll get over it.

Well that's about it.

I'm out...

I know exactly what they need.

Sun, 29 May 2005 18:40:09 GMT

Ok, so I totally tried StateOfEuphoria last week and no one had it, but I tried it again last night and someone took it.

:(

So now I'm in need of a new screen name. I have no clue what I want.

The next best one I came up with was ADifferentAspect but it was also taken.

:(

Can you forgive me again? I don't know what I said and I didn't mean to hurt you...

Fri, 27 May 2005 03:45:32 GMT

I want a new screenname on aim and I've narrowed it down to 2.

HopelessMartyr

or

StateOfEuphoria

Tell me which one you like better.
Or suggest one.

I'm not okay.

Thu, 26 May 2005 04:06:25 GMT

You probably won't read this, but I'm going to write it anyways.

I miss you. I don't want to, I should be over this by now. But for some reason I'm not. I guess it hit me when I saw you at school. It hit me like a ton of bricks, i realized that I'd never see you again. Ever. Of course I didn't have the balls or the courage to come up and talk to you. Well there wasn't anything to say either, and it would have been awkward. I know you probably don't think about me anymore, but you're constantly on my mind. I hate that things didn't work out, but I guess that's not what fate had in store for us.

I'm done rambling.

:)

Wed, 25 May 2005 22:45:22 GMT

Why do I miss you so goddamn much?

Paint me October orange like falling autumn leaves...

Sun, 22 May 2005 04:06:43 GMT

This week has been hectic. I officially hate dissecting in science, so I'm definetely not taking anatomy. I almost threw up from the smell of the pig and frog. Ew.

I'd like to congradulate all of the seniors who graduated. I'm so proud of you guys and I can't believe you're leaving. High school just won't be the same without you. I love you all.

One thing that has made my week super awesome is I received an email from my idol. He majors in music and sang at a gay pride festival I went to last year. Sadly he's not coming to this year's cause he's working on a new cd, but receiving his email almost made me cry.

I got a new picture. I sent it from my cell phone cause I'm a dork

Well 3 days of school left. I can't wait till summer break starts.

I'm out...

P.S. If you read this Sarah, they scheduled me to work on Wednesday, but I'm trying to trade with someone. I really hope I can go cosmic bowling. :)